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Wednesday, August 16th, 2006
8:38 am
Papa John's spinich tomato and chicken pizza is the best pizza I've had in a loooong time. I would almost say its better than Papa Murphy's garlic chicken.

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Monday, July 10th, 2006
11:46 pm - restless
I'm so tired of being at home, I really need to get out of my house. I've been either stuck at home or in a hospital since May 18th save a few short afternoons and I've had quite enough. I want to go back to work or go out with friends >_

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Saturday, May 27th, 2006
11:04 pm
I feel like i've been kicked in the balls all day long.

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Friday, May 26th, 2006
12:58 am - home tomorrow?
I will probably be going home from the hospital tomorrow. This has been less than the picture perfect operation the last one was. I ended up needing two blood transfusions of two units each, an extra operation, a small sigmoidoscopy, and a nasograstric(NG) tube. yeah good fun, expecially the NG tube, getting that inserted was great. imagine trying to drink a glass of water while having a tube shoved up your nose and down into your stomach. it felt sorta like a had a screw driver shoved up my nose and the worst sore thoat ever for the two days or so that i had it. But, that was a lot better than the alternative: hic-ups and vomiting.

I have been so impressed with my surgeon though, and I am very pleased that i chose him. The first night when i was having such heavy bleeding, he came back to the hospital and slept in one of the on-call rooms just to make sure he was right near by if we needed to do an emergency operation. and when i had my sigmoidoscopy to try and find where the last little bit of bleeding was coming from i was told he would not be able to perform it becuase he was the middle of helping with an operation at swedish. by the time i got down there he was already there and later the nurse told me that the other doctor he was working with at swedish couold tell he was worried and told him he ought to leave and come over here. so again, very impressed with this guy. if any of you(heaven forbid) ever need, or know someone who needs, a colo-rectal surgeon you should deffinately check him out.

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Saturday, May 20th, 2006
1:45 pm - I came into the hospital feeling great
two operations and a lot of blood later I'm still alive. I am very weak and fairly high. I was able to walk to the door of my room and back this morning. other than that I tried walking again this afternoon and couldn't even get out of bed. Its a little dissapointing but I have lost a lot of blood. The bleeding didn't want to stop after my operatioon so I had another one yesterday so the doctor could figure out what was still bleeding and sew it shut. my hematicrit(sp?) is stable at 24 when normal is 40 or so, that's the amount of blood i have i guess.

do not have much energy at all, i can talk and that's about it lol. I'm at overlake in bellevue but I can't use my cell phone to call anyone. so if you want to get ahold of me youo can jst call overlake and have them transfer you to my room. i'm going to go slee[ nnow a bit

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Thursday, May 18th, 2006
12:43 pm - knife fight with a doctor
I'm just about to head to the hospital for operation #2 of 3. This one is the bigger of the three, but being healthy to begin with should bring it right about to the same as the first one. Wish me luck! I'll post again when i'm coherent. =)

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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
8:52 pm - KA-BOOMM!
and everything goes black!
the transformer just blew out side my house and I have no power now. but that's alright, all operations have been successfully moved to my bathroom! no silly power outage will inturrupt my internet usage! my downloads didn't even faulter. i have two UPSes keeping my modem and what not alive =) hopefully they will last a couple hours *crosses fingers*

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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
10:24 pm
i fucking hate canker sores, but I am at least relieved that they are canker sores and not crohns related.

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Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
2:38 pm - LJ is 1337
wow, i was looking back over some of my old entries. There was this guy who kept commenting anonymously for a while. When i looked at his IP, LJ showed me not only his IP, but that he was using a transparent proxy to post it. So i get both IPs. I'm a geek, sue me, and LJ is 1337

2002-09-20 04:33 pm UTC (from 63.169.123.77, via 209.184.112.50)

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1:37 pm - I've never liked RAP more than this...
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8460222362133632201

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Monday, December 26th, 2005
4:29 am - 4:30 and I 'm awake
Getting tired(haha) of this not being able to sleep for more than 3-4 hours at a time. Sure it beats the 1-1.5 hours I used to be getting, but I long for night when I can sleep 8 hours straight =(

All in good time though, my body still has a lot to adjust to. Both mentally and physically.

current mood: sleepy

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Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
6:04 pm - rawflemayo
This is the 5th or 6th convo i've had with this person. they all go about the same. why won't he/she get a clue??

tweetysweetie302: hi
Scooby andScrapy: hello
tweetysweetie302: do you know who i am
Scooby andScrapy: i have no idea
tweetysweetie302: fine i hate you
Scooby andScrapy: i'm sorry
tweetysweetie302: its ok
tweetysweetie302: i have just told you 100000000 times
tweetysweetie302: '
Scooby andScrapy: you have?
tweetysweetie302: yea
Scooby andScrapy: care to make it 10000000001 ?
tweetysweetie302: at school too
tweetysweetie302: nnnnnnnooooooooooooooo
Scooby andScrapy: school?
Scooby andScrapy: which school?
tweetysweetie302: i go to your school
tweetysweetie302: mms
Scooby andScrapy: i don't go to school
Scooby andScrapy: i'm graduated
tweetysweetie302: no your not
Scooby andScrapy: lol, i think you have me confused with someone else
tweetysweetie302: no
Scooby andScrapy: unless you are talking about bcc, which I haven't been to since spring qquarter last year
tweetysweetie302: you have math 4 th period
Scooby andScrapy: lol, haven't had math for 3 years
tweetysweetie302: you have science 3rd
Scooby andScrapy: wrong again
tweetysweetie302: with darby i think
Scooby andScrapy: nope
tweetysweetie302: yes i know
Scooby andScrapy: when did you last see me IRL?
tweetysweetie302: i am well you know me
Scooby andScrapy: are you from the seattle area?
tweetysweetie302: nnoooooo
Scooby andScrapy: i am =P
Scooby andScrapy: so chances are i'm not who you think i am
tweetysweetie302: you are dum
tweetysweetie302: and mean
Scooby andScrapy: i speak only truthse
Scooby andScrapy: err truths
tweetysweetie302: no
tweetysweetie302: i am in your science class i would jnow you are liney
Scooby andScrapy: is liney my name?
tweetysweetie302: no
tweetysweetie302: u sometimes sit with me at lunch
tweetysweetie302: do you just want me to tell you who i am
Scooby andScrapy: sure
tweetysweetie302: DARBY
Scooby andScrapy: i don't know any darby's =x
Scooby andScrapy: honestly, i think you have me confused
Scooby andScrapy: with another person
Scooby andScrapy: especially since i haven't used this sn in about 4 years. it login with it and idle
tweetysweetie302: i am blocking y
Scooby andScrapy: okay
tweetysweetie302 signed off at 6:02:32 PM.

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Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
6:23 pm - Home!
Finally after 18 days I am home =D

Having a nap in my own bed felt like heaven. Probably not going to be doing much for a while and I'm not looking forward to the restless feeling of being stuck at home, but its a big step up from being stuck in a hospital room =)

One thing i will miss is being able to push a button and have a nurse bring me ice-cream when ever I want lol.

Anyway, kinda wore my self out going down stairs, so i'm going to take another nap and watch BattleStar Galactica.

Feels good to be home =D

current mood: cheerful

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Friday, December 2nd, 2005
12:34 am
Ever wish you could fall asleep for weeks or even monthes on end?

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Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
7:59 pm - PAX (penny arcade expo)
fucking ruled. I'm so glad I didn't miss it this year, finally my health lets me do something awesome that i've been planning on!here's a quick rundown:

-MC Chris ownz!(bad joke, yes i know)
-MC Front-A-Lot had me run and get coffee for him and his crew before he performed
-Jerry(Tycho) can sing quite well
-Combat is an awesome game that i must try someday
-Enforcers rock
-being an Enforcer rocks even more
-Kelp has got to be one of the coolest people I've met in quite sometime
-Same with FlatRabbit
-And the most of the rest of the Enforcers
-SnowBawls are the latest form of crack
-Staff After-party was sweet
-Wang-jousting, though quite amusing, was probably not the best idea in the world
-I enjoy long conversations with my walkie-talkie
-Need to figure out how to get my PAX shirt back from PAhq

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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
10:54 pm - Hip-Hop and Petticoats!
It was a rock'n show. acting was meh, boyfriend was blegh, but rock'n none the less. Sister and I went courtesy of the free tickets given by one of her friends(Almost surpised I actually saw her before she runs off to college saturday). Sound design was entirely too refreshing after the chaos in Beauty and the Beast. Lighting design was amazing, one of the best 'snow' sequences I have ever seen. Yay for cool gobo's! They had many many sexy lights and colors.
All in all, if you have a chance to see Pincesses at the 5th Ave. before it runs off to broadway, go for it! You'll enjoy it.

current mood: chipper

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Thursday, July 28th, 2005
1:54 am
Curses!

current mood: annoyed

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Friday, July 15th, 2005
12:57 am - McGruff the Crime Dog says "Don't do DRUGS!!"
Steriods are shit, I'm really starting to hate them. Actually I started to hate them about 2 monthes ago, but even more so now. Don't do them! They're just bad times in a hand basket

current mood: aggravated

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Saturday, July 9th, 2005
6:53 pm
need to find something to do outside of my house...

current mood: foul

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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
10:18 pm - time to relax... oh wait
Ahhh, jsut got home from another long day at work. wait a tick, i'm only home cause i forgot my meds, i get to go back now xD

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